May Insights

• I abandon my power when I falsely believe that I can convince myself to do something. That's because in doing that, I give responsibility to something that doesn't exist instead of to myself.
• If I'm fighting myself, I'm wasting time fighting an illusion. I always have the power to do what I truly want to do.
• Always planning is robbing me of my power, always focusing on the next thing instead of what I need now.
• Whatever I'm feeling, I'm doing this to myself.
• It's time to speak FROM who I am rather than AT it.
• I am an unfolding wizard of sex, spirituality and technology.
• Everything that is supposed to be done today will be done.
• Resistance is funny. Who am I resisting??
• Look for A) What helps me feel in control and B) What brings me enthusiasm.
• Keep the end goal in mind: Supporting myself spreading the Rex Harley message.
• Faith: Everything is exactly the way it is supposed to be.
• The tension I feel comes from trying to force myself to do something that exposes a believe that there is a "myself" that I can force to do my bidding that is separate from "me" and is thus uncontrollable. When I realize there is only me, I recover my power.
• I believe everyone inherently has the divine ability to create their lives in conjunction with the creative power of the universe that I know as God. I believe we use the Power of the Universe all the time. but it's so effortless that we don't realize we're doing it and wind up creating trouble for ourselves.
• I want to have a job where I don't have to pretend to be asexual, or work in an environment where we pretend sex doesn't exist. I want to work where the people won't care that I'm a nudist and an exhibitionist who posts his video clips on XTube. I dream of working in a more laid back atmosphere where I don't feel the need to continuously prove myself, where I can focus on the quality of my work instead of the quantity
• On a day to day basis, I feel tightly controlled - binding myself because of fear. That's why I enjoy bondage. When I'm tied up and unable to move, I am able to relax because I no longer need to expend the energy to control myself. If fear is bondage, then bondage is freedom.
• Fear looks like my father, forever unhappy with me and pushing me to be different than I am. Always asking me what I learned in school today while I never know how to summarize a day's learning into a single answer. Instead I answer "I don't know," making him mad at me and scaring me to death.