My Truth - Updated 13 February 2009

Today, I am happy and relaxed, confident and powerful.

Today, I fulfill my core mission and live my divine purpose.

Today, I quiet my mind and unleash my power in support of my core mission.

Today, my partner and I have an unconditional and ever deepening love for each other and our intimacy grows every day.

Today, I am completely safe being totally open and honest with my thoughts and feelings. I am respected and loved for everything that I am.

Today, my life is simple and uncomplicated. I permit my lift to unfold.

Today, I prosperously be myself and live my dreams.

Today, I write my own software products in support of my core mission.

Today, I live as part of a tribe of men who share my values.

September '09 Insights

Instead of trying to figure who I am, how can I let myself be myself?

What I do is not who I am. I am greater than my job and obstacles. My job is a small part of my identity. It can't hurt me.

I affirm that I am already who I want to be, doing what I want to do. I am greater than any labels. I can't be trapped.

I begin here. It's possible to be happy and fulfilled. I don't have to fear death or struggle to live. I can accept circumstances, stop struggling, and give myself what I need.

August '09 Insights

• I believe that the underlying principle that brought life into existence will continue.
• While I believe in free will, I also believe that there is a divine plan for my life - for everyone's life.
• I believe we are naturally drawn to our path, but that ego leads us off the path. I feel driven by ego and off the path.
• I believe the only part of myself that feels threatened by life is my ego. It's what feels disrespected in traffic. It responds to anger with anger.
• I believe I can take it down a notch. Everything is not critical. Everything is OK just the way it is. Life is always in a transition. Nothing remains the same.
• Up until this point, my life has felt heavy. Life has felt jagged and unsafe - compared to having all my needs met as a child. I have abhorred expressing emotion, but the only emotions I can suppress are happy ones. So I only experience fear, anger and sadness. I want to believe this is not my natural state, but that it is something I can release to uncover myself. I want to believe that I can experience life and feel safe and express joy.
• I am not my thoughts. I am not my ego.
• Only my ego feels overwhelmed.
• Only my ego feels threatened.
• Only my ego feels disrespected.
• Only my ego feels fear.
• Only my ego feels anger.
• Polyphasic sleep schedules don't work if you are naturally tense, drink coffee, or have trouble sleeping.
• If I'm not where I want to be today and if I feel hopelessly stuck - I have at least one alternative: Growth. It doesn't matter how I'm earning money as long as I'm growing.
• No matter what happens, it's a vital step in my personal evolution and I will be OK.
  

July '09 Insights

• I want to follow my heart and not give a hell what anyone else thinks about it.
• I can be happy now. I don't have to wait. I can let go of the outcome. I can relax and be myself.
• When criticized, do nothing. The ego wants to self-repair. Instead, allow it to be diminished - Eckhart Tolle
• No matter what appears to be, it is always true that I am free. It always has been and always will be my choice.
• My energy is overflowing. I use that energy to suppress that energy during the work day to do work that I don't want to do. I come home depleted of my energy. Learn to release the energy.
• Know that everything that happens is for a greater good.
• Remember to love someone.
• It's more important to me to be happy than to be right.
• My love is greater than any petty disagreement.