This is a journal entry from Saturday 8/9/2008
I feel like I'm about to burst. Maybe it's the fever I've had for several days. There is so much to be done. There is a small part of me that believes it can be done.
So there are some keys. First is to let go of the inner resistance. I've never mastered this in the past. If I do the work, it will not take very long to do. If I resist, it grows exponentially.
The second key is to limit the time I have to act without inner resistance.
The third key is to preserve some time daily when there is nothing to do except to exist. Perhaps this is the first key?
Anxiety still throws me for a loop. Since I can't escape it, I'd like to learn how I can use it to my advantage - maybe as a motivating factor.