This is a journal entry from Sunday 5/18/2008
This is my weekly "imagine being free" time. If I had all the money I could want and was free to spend my time however I wanted, what would I do? Timothy Ferris says "Energy and interest are cyclical" in The 4-Hour Workweek. There's more than one final answer to that question. I don't need to find one thing that fills me with passion forever, just for the next 6 to 12 months. So what is my vision today? Place myself there, and write.
I am self employed. I am easily making enough money to pay my bills and save fore retirements. I have decent health insurance and can easily afford my HIV meds. I'm also a body builder and my muscular body looks and feels good. I am nude at least 80% of the time. I am very comfortable and love my life. My partner and I are very happy together.
I write. Philosophy. Sex stories. Sex movies. I travel. I write software applications, applications that help me run my business - organizing video clips, website advertising, and pictures. I write bodybuilding applications for hand held devices and cellphones.
There are millions of ways to earn money. I don't have to be trapped for a company that controls my productivity and demands all of my time. I do need to be open to receiving. Whatever I give my attention to grows. Always and without exception.