This is a journal entry from Thursday 7/10/2008
I'm changing my thinking. I just thought about how I could walk out of work right now - or submit a resignation. But then I thought how I couldn't because I didn't have a backup income source. Then I recognized that I could find a way out. It feels like this is the first time that I started looking at my situation as a problem that could be solved. I can find a fall back job/income.
Now I think, "... in fact, it's guaranteed." I will find the alternate job/income and I will leave this place in the near future.